take a second... deep breath.. relax. calm down

just got to remember to breathe. I have a tendency of getting a little worked up. NOT on purpose and I would change that if I could. BUT something just seem so important. And it takes a little step back and a few minutes to see that JUST maybe its not as important as it seemed. And right now, down to crunch time, and everything is balling up and rolling faster and faster... And I have to remember to just relax! And drop right down to my knees.
THANKS mom and dad for taking care of your scatter brained daughter.. LOVE you..
Sean.. thanks for loving me anyHOW... even when I loose something VERY important the MORNING I get to go to the temple.. (temple rec anyone!??)
Megan.. loving me even when I have to work, and FLYING all the way here to be with me these last few days!!!!
Evie.... sending out extra prayers for me...
everyone else.. for just being around to help lift anything that might even feel for a second like a burden...

Friends and Family and nieces O MY

Hello all and WELCOME to Provo.

INCOMING today of my family and my best friend from from home! I can't WAIT! WOOOP WOOOP, HOLLA ya'll! My parents drove with my baby brother and sister yesterday and today from Arcata, CA to get here.... I can't wait to get off work and see them! And Megan is coming down from Seattle and we get to spend some good time together before the big day on Saturday (which is now only 2 and a half days away!!)
Sean and I have such a great support system.. So thank you all for loving us and helping where and when you can. It has meant so much to us as we start out own life together! See the rest of you soon!!!
The rest should be here by Friday night! and I can't WAIT to see them!

waitin and WAITIN

Okay.. So when this whole thing started.. Sean and I had a LONG time to go.. and he just kept saying.. "When its down to a week or less I can handle it!" and this whole time he has been repeating that thought.... Well.. As of Sunday, it was LESS then a week.. WHO CAN'T handle it STILL!! Sean, (or I, but he is way cuter then I am about it) this week I have heard:

• "Its only Sunday.. we still have so many days..." sighed Sean(6 days left)
• "Ah.. LAUREN, its MONDAY it's only the BEGINNING of the week!" Sean said quite exasperated (5 days left)
• "ug.. We still have to wait till SATURDAY!" half crying childishly Sean said (5 days left)
• "WAIT it's still Tuesday, I thought it was WEDNESDAY already!" brokenheartedly exclaimed Sean @ 12:05am (the BEGINNING of Tuesday!) (4 days left)
• "LAUREN, it's STILL Tuesday!?? Its been TUESDAY FOREVER!.. !" text Sean (4 days left)

okay Sean.. I can't wait either... I am glad to know you feel the same. I keep having dreams that we are married and I wake up mad cause we aren't... BUT I am happier awake because I get to REALLY see him. In my 10th grade year my teacher wrote on the board "
"you know you are in love when you don't want to sleep because REALITY is better then your dreams" That's true. FOR sure. I hate when nighttime rolls around and I have to go home to my own bed without him. I am lonely and sad... And I usually can't sleep. And I have been so tired because I don't want to go to bed because then I can't text Sean... and if he calls I won't hear it. I don't wanna miss a thing.. ANYTHING.
This last weekend before this week and this week as well have been so fun for us. We have our cute apartment and have been able to move things into it and start making it look like our home. I love it. I can't wait to share that with Sean. The most wonderful man I have ever met. So far we had mostly been moving in furniture and the big stuff, but last night I started taking clothes over there. And I was standing in front of our closet and our clothes looked so cute in the closet together! And I just stood there looking into it with him. ah....... it just is SO right. I can't even explain to you all the feelings this has triggered me.. and I am sure in him as well by the look on his face. I love him so much. yep. I do. That is it. LOVE LOVE LOVE him.

anyhow.. contrary to POPULAR belief its REALLY not too much longer.... see you all on Saturday!!

address for the Reception

Ladies and Gentlemen due to popular request I have the address here you to the victorian.

This COMING Saturyday... as in 5 DAYS!

November 22, 2008

its from 6:00pm to 8:00pm

and ya'll better BE THERE! so here it is:

2767 W Gentile Street

Layton, UT 84041

if you have anyquestions you can call Sean or I

saturday to saturday....

So... From this Saturday, to next Saturday, those are my last days as a FLOYD. THEN I get to be a Stewart. um.......

"ONE week till I get Married."

"I am getting married next weekend!"

"NEXT weekend I am getting MARRIED!"

"Not this weekend but NEXT I am getting married."

"This coming weekend Sean and I are getting Married!"

"Next weekend, I will be a wife, and Sean will be my Husband!"

"Saturday, this coming week I will be the new Mrs Sean Stewart!!!!"

HOLLA atch're girl!

new job...

I did manage to get a Promotion.. finally.. NOW I am a PFR.. well Sean says "o, now your my cute little PFR." But I think I am normal sized actually. I am now a WaMuJPMORGANCHASE Personal Financial Representative. New accounts... initating loans, doing the loan docs.. and WHATEVER else I want, or they want me to do.. I am really excited.. WISH me luck and send me your busines...!!! jokin..

countdown....

10 DaY's

till I am a STEWART

9 DaY's

till I am single for the last time

8 DaY's

till my endowments, and till my Grandma get here!

7 DaY's

till Megan and my Family get here

6 DaY's

till I pick up my dress from the Cleaners..

5 DaY's

till its my FINAL Monday as a FLOYD

4 DaY's

still my Stake President's interview for my REC

3 DaY's

till Mine and Sean's last friday dating

(I am not counting the next one cause I can't see him)

2 DaY's

till I get my marriage licence...!!

and

1 DaY for my INTERVIEW....

well.. that is today. At 2:00 pm!

WISH ME LUCK

sickkkkkkkkkkkkky this weekend...

"I saw this in the movies, it's fine" And keep in mind I had just told Christine (right before Sean came to my rescue) that I was thinking that I might be calling her after I get married if I get sick cause I'm not sure if Sean can take care of me when I am sick..... BUT I WAS WRONG OBVIOUSLY!

Hey ya'll, so if any of you are sick just call Sean. I am not lying. He will put your feet up and towel on your head and wrap you in blankets, and even take your temp.... And with these let me explain:

FEET UP:
Sean pulled my legs up onto the back of the couch at an EXTREME angle so they were elevated.

BLANKET ON:
He picked it up and threw it on me after he put my feet "up" and it was a mess. Not the nice bed I had made for myself on the couch BEFORE he got there...

DRY towel TO THE FOREHEAD:
He went to the kitchen grabbed my towel for drying my hands and got the corner wet. He then came over and dabbed my forehead and then put the DRY towel on my forehead, I am still not sure what this was supposed to do, BUT he said he had seen it in the movies... So I trusted him

TEMPERATURE:
He didn't know why he was feeling my forehead and my neck behind my ear, or cheek or whatever else he just decided to put his hand on my face. Again, he had seen it in the movies.

SO again thanks SEAN cute boy! For your tender loving care this Sunday.. LOVE YOU!! only 12 more days till we get married.... WOOOOpWOOOOOPPPP

weekend pictures... I have a few

It's FALL

Hello all! so this weekend was Halloween and I had the day off on Saturday so... I talked Sean into sitting in the trees with me and all the colorful leaves!.. hahaha I know. He said he could think of lots of other things he said he would rather be doing, but he loves me so he climbed up into the tree and sat in the leaves for me. We took all these pictures ourselves and love them... Just put on the timer and had Sean pose while I ran into the picture... Anyhow.. only two weeks till we get married! I can't wait. It really is coming pretty fast! I feel like its not ever going to get here but then I think... WOW.. a little while ago it was 14 weeks! now.. its just around the corner!! HERE come the bride and GROOM!

November 1, 2008

so.. Just to let everyone know. I AM GETTING MARRIED THIS VERY MONTH! I can't wait. Its so close and I am the happiest I ever remember being. I know that I am actually. So yep.. Heads up! the Stewart Floyd wedding is going to be a BLAST! Look at my cute fiance.... Pretty soon he will be a cute husband!